Emma seek, u should seriously do some soul searching on your own.
Learn to think more than twice before u do or talk.
Control in whatever u feel the urge to do.
Be sorry over what you've done wrong.
And just do whatever u need to do and stop imagining, giving yrself hope & it gets burst agn.
By saying those, u made it awkward and might just destroy everything.
So just shut yr mind, mouth.