my own screaming thoughts
i was damn sad when i see how much i've deprove
but what can i do, since it already happened.
guess i just have to buck up

i am scared to lose you. the side effect. it must be a torture.
please god, lighten the pain, continue life.

i can't be selfish, i can only give a helping hand. can only be there when you need me.
i want you to.be.happy.
emma