Things can't be explain in words. I can't help but feel that way. No matter how much i wanna think 'i don't care', i must admit i'm still somehow affected. But oh well, without you, maybe my life can go on, just..hmm, something different. Maybe you're drift? Or me perhaps. If i hold my hopes high, i may fall down as badly. So, what is it that i want? That i can wish for? That i can have? That will be mine?

Envious, or whatever, i'm feeling so shitty now. D: Dnt, sucks core. Day spent, though yeah, *hidden*, but still, i have to shrug it off and say to myself what i always do. And i can't help but feel a little empty. But oh well, each day passes, same cycle, just have to tell myself, tomorrow's another day.

I wonder, what will..