Went for dinner to celebrate my aunt's 25th wedding anniversary! Congrats! This is one evidence that proves, marriage doesn't always not work out. Till now, my aunt and my uncle still love each other dearly. Still joke with each other, still treat each other like their most precious thing. Ahh, so envy ;D

Everyone knows this, everyone know he/she have their own right to make themselves feel happy or sad. Whether they want to cherish the day or not. Whether they see each day as shit or as something to learn from. It's always the right choice to see a shit day as a day when you learn. A day where you see things from a different angle, usually a better one. But somedays, just some days, you will get this overwhelming sense of exhaustion pushing you down. You can't see things from a better angle, all you can do/see is, 'Oh my, why is my life such a shit? Why don't i get the things i pray so hard to get? Why can't i be happy?' Such questions will appear, you feel choked up, you feel helpless. But then you will fall asleep, and when you wake up, maybe it's another new view again. So if life's predictable, that sure isn't life. So if emotions is controllable, that sure too isn't emotions.